a miracle

majorly grossed out

2010-01-26T14:24:00.003+08:00

hey ppl I m back! (that is if there is stilll anybody who stil comes here after my long hiatus)

Well not working this week cos there is only expo fair n most of the perm staff will b down for that so part timers need not work unless they need ppl. But oh well osim has got to b the slackest job around cos most of the time I just stand around talking to my colleagues n using the massage chairs hahahaha but hey I sold lots of stuff ok. I earned $700 for working for 9 days yeah! super happy but I would only get my pay like end of feb cos they need to tabulate the commision n all.

So as u can see osim's schedule is quite unstable so I went for an interview for admin at far east organisation. I got thru but just waiting for the salary to b confirm. So tat means weekdays I wil b working at far east n weekends wil b working at osim. Tat is if i agree with the salary la. Sounds pretty hectic. But I need ka-chings badly soooooo......

Anw know y I m majorly grossed out? Omg cos i was reading up on cannibals on the net plus there were pictures n omg omg omg I was stunned. I haven even eaten my lunch before reading. Anw i have no appetite now. So lesson learnt: Dont attempt to read on cannibals before eating!

Oh in case u are wondering I have seriously moved on. I meant really seriously i have. This time I m so sure. So advertisement ppl! Cassandra is looking for a dude now!!!! So my friends quick intro me to ur friends!!!! hahahaha ok i m totally kidding alright. I m not so despo ok.

Btw!!!!!!!! CNY is approaching!!!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ang-pows!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But boo cos results day seems to b approaching too...

ukimono!!!!

2010-01-11T23:34:00.005+08:00

Just wanted to make an announcement tat I m starting work as of today at osim. This week I m working at Bishan J8 atrium fair. Today was my first day. I didnt serve any customer cos no one wanted to buy ukimono. So the staff taught me just now about the products but I m stil unsure on wat to say to the customer. Ok no I know WAT are the stuff to say like the functions bla bla bla bla. It's just tat I got to learn to string al my points together such tat customers wil want to buy. So ps I just need 1 customer tmr I just need to practice!!!! I wil b working for the rest of this week except on wednesday n thursday.

look into my eyes n wat do u see?

2009-12-31T01:22:00.003+08:00

She is pretty.
She is slim.
She is smart.
She is funny.
She is kind-hearted.
N... she has got something I have longed for.

Girls like her are perfect isnt it?
Wat m I? I m nothing.

~ I would do anything to b like her~

I m sick of this shit.

my mum is one of a kind

2009-12-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

Omg my mum is mad. I told her bout tat guy n she keeps asking if I had replied him n telling me he is not bad looking n we could be friends n start from there. Wth wat if he turns out to be a serial rapist or something who impersonated tat guy's profile n tried to trick naive girls into meeting him! I know...I m exaggerating I m just saying wat if, just stating an example. Siao right my mum?!

It makes me go WTF hahaha

2009-12-18T00:36:00.005+08:00

OMG This is hilarious shit! hahaha gosh I received a msg from my bro's ex-relief teacher on fb. Here it goes:

Hi Cassandra, or can I call you Cass?I'm ******* ( I censored his name). I have just returned from Australia, where I did my degree. I used to do relief teaching at Montfort during my uni school holidays. I taught Kenny.Any way, I saw the little introduction you gave about yourself on your profile page and find you an interesting person. Let's be friends. You can add me on msn if you want: *******@hotmail.com So have you graduated from SAJC? If u're in arts, you can talk to me if you need advice about career or courses, etc. Merry Christmas~*******

Tel me funny or not!

N it al started when I left an innocent msg on my bro's page.

I wrote: AH BOY!!!! I m suppose to teach you tuition later(?). Dont you dare sneak off.
N out of the blue this guy replied: I can help you with that. We can tutor him together :)

N den he sent the msg.

This is epic. Funny.

Oh anw, interview's postponed to 18. Wish me luck people.

I need my kachings

2009-12-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

Well peeps, I got a fucking job interview tmr at 10 am n I m sooooo nervous now!!!!!! I do hope I get through because the moo-lahs are gd. There are a few ppl I know over there so I do hope I really get through. You choose the days u wanna work plus it's 8 bucks per hour plus commission n guess wat? Public holidays are 16 bucks per hour!!! Some of you would have already guessed wat job it is. Yes, its OSIM!!!!!!! HUANG YAPING will be my collegue now! lol if I get through la. Bless me.

never knew I would b like this...

2009-12-11T02:13:00.002+08:00

Well, not exactly in the best of mood now. I needed a place to pen down al my frustrations. Been feeling pretty down since tat day. I thought I numbed myself already so tat I m immune when I face such situation but it seems tat no, I was stil affected. Since tat day, I have been cooping myself at home. I didnt wanna go out. But no matter wat I do, I just kept tinking of it.

Gosh, I tink I sound stupid. It actually......hurts.

They say u feel happier n u forget unhappy stuff when u drink alcohol. I thought I would b but when I saw what I saw, I became more awake den ever. The problem is stil there. oh how I wish there is a permanent solution to my problem.

It seems tat I stil cannot escape from that fact.

baby lets count down

2009-09-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

thx people for the surprise last friday during the bbq for the september babies=) Well, basically they blindfolded me so tat we can play 'games', splashed water at me, smashed cake at my face hahaha thx for the card n macaroons=) N a big big thank you to the class girls for making me feel so happy tat night especially ur special present to me: A FULL BODY WAXING SESSION!!!! hahaha I m gonna b hairless soon!!!! muhahaha=)

Current state of mind

2009-09-12T02:04:00.002+08:00

Menstrually Frustrated.
Statistic-ally Tormented.
Physically Knocked out.
Emotionally Bombarded.

I wanna quantum tunnel out of this universe. Let's calculate the probability using Hypothesis testing. And before I jet off, I m gonna destroy all the amides/amines/nitrogen compound on earth and also bid farewell to aggregate demand and supply where I will be the only one in control of all the imports and exports.

Dont bother reading, you probably wont even understand tat junk.

Saw this somewhere...

2009-09-10T12:59:00.001+08:00

"Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever."

long time no see....

2009-09-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

My blog is so so so dead. N wow amazingly ppl stil come here. Hello there! I m so bored. Better get back to studying. Cya.

N I m craving for anything chocolate. Yes, the food n you-know-who.

I need some sleep.

2009-08-31T04:45:00.002+08:00

I m damn (times 10 to the power of infinity) tired but I cant slp!!!! Did math til now. The minute I close my eyes, all I could tink was how little time I have left to the A's n the state of screwed-ness I m in. Shit. Better go catch some slp before xingyi comes later n mug. She might b staying over which we wil just mug, drown our sorrows in coffee n slapping each other to keep ourselves awake.

aaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!!!!

2009-08-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got the worst pimple outbreak I have ever ever gotten!!!! 10 pimples!!! red and big some more!!!! I seldom have red pimples!!!! no!!!!!

A battle

2009-08-20T09:10:00.000+08:00

Officially I feel emotionally fucked up. I shall drive al this emotional burden to studying. Study n stop tinking bout it. I feel vulnerable. It's like C controls how I feel. How can this be? I hate to be like this. Its so hard. How? How? How? My inner demons are killing me. I tink afteral its just so hard to accept the cold hard truth. Slapped across my face. A hit to my already weary soul. I m tired...

sheng ri kuai le!

2009-08-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELISSA LIM JIE!!!! =)
haha I m spamming everywhere. It's 12 already over at australia. Have fun!!!!

wait-er

2009-08-14T18:17:00.002+08:00

I m just gonna sit here n just wait n wait n wait til something happens. Hopefully it does happen. So in the meantime, I wil just wait n wait n wait...

Exploding

2009-08-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

how? how? how? I feel so confuse. I dont dare to say it out yet I wan u to know it but I m also afraid. I feel scared. It's not as easy as 1 2 3. It's more of quantum tunneling. Very little chance. Get it? No u wont. It's so complex. More complex den complex number. Imagine tat.

SLEEPY

2009-08-11T12:27:00.003+08:00

hello there. Here I am typing as the rest of my classmates are having gp lessons. ok, I skipped it as I didnt bring my worksheets. Besides, her lessons doesnt really help. Hopefully she doesnt decide to suddenly bring the class up to the library instead of in the classroom or I will b screwed by her. Nah, I m not tat lucky. Intending to embark on physics in 5 min=) crapped up some lame excuse tat I got to go to the hospital for checkup or something n wil b back later in the afternoon for the gp test. Boo. Life sucks. I mean at the moment.

I have a sudden craving for oreo cheesecake. damn. Innocent looking thing stacked with lots of fats inside.

It is so cold in the library tat it makes me wanna sleep.

fun fun fun

2009-08-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

Wow haven had such fun in awhile. Away from my books n al the stress. Went drinking with my friends yesterday. We chatted n I got tipsy over 1 GLASS of peach margarita n started laughing n talking bout certain 'stuff' hahahaha It was fun chatting with them ESPECIALLY guang ming!!! haha afterwards we went for prata. Got home around 3am. I like to chill with my friends n just sit n talk bout our lives=)

N den slapped! Back to reality again. Mugfest. Sch starts tmr, n I dont feel like gg.

Stupid blogger error

2009-07-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

I just posted the previous entry. Y is it the date of 29 July? Stupid.

I feel...

2009-07-29T22:36:00.001+08:00

The only book I study is Facebook. Damn.

Haven been feeling too gd recently. Sick. Emo. Upset. Stressed. N my class has the most amount of ppl who are out of love recently. We are all emoing together.

It seems like all of us are cracking under the tremendous stress of prelims. A level's is in another 3 months. I feel damn unprepared.

Malay food stall!!!!

2009-07-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

As of now, I have already decided wat I wanna eat in sch tmr! Food from the Malay stall!!!! White rice with lots of curry plus kang kong plus beansprout plus curry veg! yum yum yum...

I M BACK!

2009-07-26T03:00:00.000+08:00

I know I know... I have abandoned my blog for a week. Just dont really feel like there is anything worth blogging about. I have been quite busy lately mainly with sch work. Yaping knows best tat I m busy because according to her I didnt call her for a week. haha this is so not me cos I would always ring her up like once in 2 days? lol

oh well I really wanna go UK to study. I wanna live n breath the air there for awhile. But I also know tat it is not easy to let go of everything here n just walk off but I really wanna b independent too. Aiya so stress... Actually I dont mind gg to a local Uni (provided I can get in) as long as there are exchange programmes to go UK or mayb after studying in Singapore I can go to UK for further studies? I just know tat in my life I have got to at least stay in UK for a awhile n I m not talking about going on holidays. Probably 2-3months? I really really wanna experience the culture there.

N I kinda decided on wat I wanna study in the future. I changed my mind recently from wanting to study applied math to engineering. Dont really know which engineering course I wan yet thou but I see myself doing engineering in the future. I have always been fascinated by buildings. Let's hope I get what I wan.

time is slipping fast away

2009-07-17T23:25:00.005+08:00

My juniors always amazes me whenever I see them. It kinda feels wierd to see them all grown up. They never fail to make me feel tat time passes by so quickly n I m getting older. They were only sec 1 when I was in sec 4 n now it's their graduating year. Oh man I wanna b forever 15, the time when I was the happiest and the most carefree. Next year onwards, I m gonna step into another phase of my life. In the decade tat is to come, I see myself studying and graduating from uni, getting a job, getting married n have kids=).

VALERIE XIE XIN FANG

2009-07-15T21:30:00.002+08:00

OMG Y ARENT U PICKING UP UR HP?!?! It's pissing me so badly I swear I m gonna go sch n kill u tmr!! Y get a hp if u are always not answering it?! I miss called u like 15 times? I need ur confirmation be4 I can book harry potter online n I really really want to sleep now!!!!!!!!!! If u dont cal by 9.45pm, I m not including u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a crime

2009-07-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

I SHOULDNT BE FEELING THIS WAY BUT I CANT HELP IT ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Y?! Y?! Y?! It's so hard. I wanna be devoid of any emotions so tat I wont feel upset.

=(

2009-07-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

tel me y? tel me how? tel me when? I feel lousy.

11 july woohoo

2009-07-11T00:01:00.001+08:00

Such a happening day tmr! or should I say later? haha ok u get my point.

cancelled

2009-07-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

ok, cold war operation is officially cancelled because my mum cant seem to stop talking to me.

I suck at cold war

2009-07-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

omg even my bro tinks my cold war post is funny!

update on my cold war

2009-07-06T00:33:00.004+08:00

Actually this is quite hilarious. I dont even know if we are stil in cold war. I tot I sort of proclaimed cold war with her. ok, yesterday whenever she asked me something I would reply her quite rudely. So naturally she asked if I was in a bad mood to which I replied " I am not gg to talk to u cos u always control me. Go away!" She probably tot it was funny n totally unexpected n she said I m crazy. Hence, I continued my cold war with her to today. I decided I m not gg to talk to her until she gives in n den she start asking me al sorts of questions like do u wanna eat this? N she freaking know I wil nv say no to food n confirm wil reply n take from her right. So I really dont know if we are stil at cold war. I freaking feel tat I m fighting this war MYSELF!!!!! But she is wierd too. Like she is also abit angry with me because she tinks I m angry with her for not letting me stayover at my friend's place but this is totally not the point. So she sent an sms to me saying if I stil dont talk to her I wil have to go to sch myself. OMG I cant believe tat my mum is so childish. I CAN GO TO SCH MYSELF! But it's so wierd den after tat I tot ok this is it, this is the start of the cold war. N then she starts making small talks with me again. N den she ignores me again. SO WAT IS THE SITUATION NOW?! I dont wanna give in n start talking to her so soon. COS I FREAKING JUST PROCLAIMED COLD WAR YESTERDAY! wont it b too early to give up? Suddenly, al this just makes my cold war seem like nth. Like there's no meaning to fight on. BECAUSE SHE DOESNT EVEN WAN TO PARTICIPATE IN THIS WAR ( COS SHE IS NOT SUPPOSE TO TALK TO ME. tat's y they cal it cold war!) SO HOW DO I EVEN EXPECT HER TO GET MY POINT?! omg, this is getting nowhere.

Anw, HYP commented tat my cold war post is so funny she laughed al the way through. How can this b when it is an ANGRY post?!

Cold war with my mum: day 2

2009-07-05T14:42:00.004+08:00

I m so fucking angry. I cant stand seeing her around at the moment. It just makes me more angry n freaking dont understand wth she is tinking. I dont understand y she has to b so strict with me!!!!! I M FUCKING 19 THIS YEAR!!!!! Y cant I do things tat a normal 19 year old can do? Y m I so restricted?!!!!!!!!!! She tinks I m throwing a tantrum just because she doesnt allow me to stay over at my friend's house. IT's TOTALLY NOT ABOUT TAT! I freaking dont understand y she doesnt allow me to do things tat all my other friends are allowed to do. It's not like I m doing anything bad. I dont understand y she doesnt allow me to do things I wan!!!!!!!! WTF is wrong with her? If she doesnt restrict n CONTROL me so much, do u tink I would lie to her everytime I wanna go out with somebody after sch or go clubbing or stayovers?! Do u tink I enjoying lying?! Y cant u understand I freaking got my own social circle? It's not like I m smoking, indulging in alcohols, taking drugs or having sex?! I just wanna go out with my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wat's so wrong with tat?! Y cant she b like other parents? Is it because tat I m in jc so she has the impression tat I m stil a kid?! I m fucking not! I dont even understand y she doesnt allow me to stayover at my best friend's house. Even if it's just 2 fucking streets away n she freaking know where is tat. I dont understand y I have to ask permission like a primary sch kid everytime I wanna go somewhere or do something. TO HELL WITH UR " I DONT LIKE MY KID TO STAYOVER AT OTHER PLACES" principle! FUCK IT MAN! I feel tat I have obedied u for too long tat now it's time I do things the way I wan it to b! oh yes I m gonna rebel against you. Fuck ur stupid excuse tat " Mummy only have 1 daughter, I wont allow u to go overseas with ur friends after a levels. What if something happens to u?" ya "wat if's". So gd la. Keep me at home. So tat I dont go out because WHAT IF I GET KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR! u see. There's gonna b a risk in whatever I do. So y dont u just lock me up at home! I had enough of ur lame excuses. I just wanna enjoy gg on holidays with my close friends using the money tat I have earned n have some fun after a level's. N it's not like there is gg to b a few of us. I freaking also know tat it is dangerous to go on holidays in a small group so I wil make sure tat there wil b a big group gg be4 I agree. I have my own mind n I believe tat at an age of 19 I KNOW HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN WAT'S RIGHT N WRONG! Cant u understand tat the way u treat a secondary sch kid is not gg to work on a 19 year old? I dont wanna b so protected by u al the time. I wanna b independent too. Y cant u just let me b n START TREATING ME LIKE A YOUNG ADULT?!

cheryl's place is the new in thing!

2009-07-04T16:54:00.004+08:00

I m feeling damn unwell now. I just wanna sleep n sleep n sleep.

N omg my com's cable caught fire on thursday night. Luckily it didnt burn my curtains which were nearby.

N n n yesterday was fun! haha we ate at pizza hut n den we went over to cheryl's house n had a movie maranthon. 4 movies: mall cop, tropic thunder, date movie n wild child. N we had so much fun cooking maggi mee for dinner. haha we were almost scalded with hot water n there were like 4 people cooking 1 pot of noodles. Hilarious shit n camwhoring sessions n cramping into cheryl's bed to watch movies n changing into her comfy t-shirts n fbt's including the guys hahahahaha we spent 1 whole day together la! we left around 10 plus n I went back to hougang to join my cousins at kbox! We left around 3 plus n I only slept around 4. Tat probably explains why I m feeling unwell now. Not enough sleep plus all the sleepless nights due to exams.

ok, gtg take my flu medicine now.

Raining cats and dogs

2009-07-02T15:07:00.003+08:00

oh wat a nice weather to sleep in. Chung xing yi is sleeping in my room now. Tat pig hahahaha I m going to disturb her now wahahahaha.

n omg boy u are so so so so disgusting!

OMG!

2009-07-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! currently in a state of shock and feeling very...very WTF?!

brainfucked by exams

2009-06-30T23:38:00.001+08:00

I m so prepared to see principal/HOD/teacher. I m prepared to get 3 U's i dont give a shit anymore.

a troubled soul

2009-06-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

Exams are in another 8 hours n i cant study cos something is bothering me yet I cant find someone to talk to cos they are busy. Not tat i m blaming them. It's just tat this thing has been bothering me for quite a while n finally i feel like telling it to someone but it is just not the right time now i guess. ok, dont tink i wanna talk about this to anyone anymore after today.

My wardrobe is dying....

2009-06-24T14:17:00.003+08:00

shit. I cant buy anymore clothes cos I just went to my wardrobe and realise tat there are 7 sets of clothing which I have not worn out yet! N its not like I study in poly or uni which requires me to wear these clothes to sch. So the chances of me wearing outside clothes is very little. Besides even when I meet my friends after sch, I stil wear my sch uniform n meet them cos its very troublesome to go home and change. N it's so hard to put in and take out any clothes now. Need to reorganise my wardrobe soon.

N damn it, no mambo for me tonight =(

rollercoaster

2009-06-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

today has really been one hell of rollercoaster ride. happy, worried, happy again, excited, disappointed and angry.

ok my head is gonna explode with al tat has happened today.
My family is gg genting next weekend. From friday morning til sunday n i m not gg cos I got sch on friday or rather exams. So I can forget about gg.

Next, my cousin asked me to go with her to hong kong for the weekends. I just have to pay for the air ticket. 10 july to 12 july. friday evening to sunday. It was such a right timing. Exams end on 8 july. I can go shopping n den go back to singapore. My cousin is working as an air stewardess so she is staying at her company's hotel. SIA. Her boyfriend might be gg along too. BUT my mum dont allow. Cos she's afraid of the H1N1 over there. Actually there's also another factor I m worried about. What if MOE decides to extend the holiday then my exams would end at a much later date which would clash with the hong kong trip ( I said IF) argh! I could have gone without al these stupid H1N1 virus tat is spreading around.

anw fuck u jerk! asshole! idiot! bastard! tat is one fucking lame excuse! ( ps I was not referring to my mum but someone tat I have seen for 3 times)

when can I ever go?

2009-06-21T00:16:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!! BEATRICE IS IN LONDON BEATRICE IS IN LONDON BEATRICE IS IN LONDON!!!! FOR 18 DAYS!!!!

I wanna go so badly I wanna squeeze into her luggage!

HOT topic

2009-06-20T12:58:00.001+08:00

She never fails to always make me go " OMG, she is FUCKING hot!"

Things I really want this moment...

2009-06-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

1) A new hairstyle! Wavy, perhaps. N I will highlight the inside of my hair such that it is only visible when I do a half up-do n is perfectly concealed when I tie my hair in sch.

2) Gucci Envy Me!- since years ago

3) Blackberry ( dont think it will ever materalise thou)

4) A trip to London! I have said this for countless times.

5) N for MOE to approve for one more week of leave so that I got more time to study for exams!!!!!

food for thoughts

2009-06-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

Talking about food at 1 am is no kidding matter.

Oh well, bake rice please.

Dont contact me=)

2009-06-09T12:28:00.003+08:00

In another 10 hours time I wil be on the plane n I absolutely love taking planes=)

N my stupid idiot bro just spam my phone with 20 messages of "you suck" asshole...

Annyong Haseyo

2009-06-08T13:10:00.002+08:00

OMG I m so excited!!!! I m gg to korea tmr from 9 to 15 June=) will be taking the night flight n the bus will come fetch us to the airport around 7 plus. I cant wait to shop n eat hahaha. Hope I brought enough cash thou lol.

The next Albert Einstein

2009-06-07T11:26:00.002+08:00

Is it really true tat if u start liking a subject, u will naturally tend to excel in it? If tat's the case, I fucking love physics <3 ok I bet I can finally finish doing all my physics assignment n go get some sleep.

so cute-not

2009-06-06T12:48:00.002+08:00

Seriously, if being cute carries the label of being chubby as well, I dont ever wanna be known as cute.

N OMG! Y wont the stupid zit on my face go away. It's been a week!!!

blink blink

2009-06-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

hey seriously my left eyelid has been twiching for 3 days n its like every hour, it twiches 3 to 4 times. They say its because I do not have enough sleep but how can this be when I sleep like 12 hours a day?!

<3

2009-06-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

LOL I tink my family is cool shit because every year when we go on holidays, we have to cater a bus just to fetch all of us to the airport n den back home when we come back! My family is big!

Stupid ass weather

2009-06-03T00:52:00.003+08:00

This is fucking irritating. I swear! Frustrated to the max! It must be the damn weather. Just let me be.

Shit n I just had a crazy idea to intoxicate myself to numb the pain in me. No I will not do it as its just plain dumb. It just makes it worse. Damn. Y m I so bothered by it? I disgust myself seriously.

random thoughts

2009-06-02T10:16:00.003+08:00

I cant wait to go korea. I wanna experience their culture n hopefully bring back wonderful memories of that place=) Taking some time away from Singapore will be beneficial as I evaluate some of my thoughts n hopefully I'll emerge stronger n happier. Dont worry friends, I know I'll be fine after awhile.

Anw, good bye chocolate.
Sometimes you just have to be dealt a big blow before you can finally give up.

oh well, my bro's birthday was yesterday. Happy Birthday my baby bro =) Thou u are irritating sometimes ( ok, most of the time) but I stil love you=) Happy 15!

smiling to myself=)

2009-05-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

ok, I didnt buy the eyeliner in the end as I used the money meant to buy it on other stuff lol.

Anw, Marcus Woo! Stop laughing at my fringe! or...or I will post unglam photos of u on my blog wahahaha...

oh my cheena-pok

2009-05-29T13:19:00.002+08:00

I cut my fringe yesterday n it looks like shit! It was suppose to b swept to the side as usual but he cut too short n made it look like bangs. Ps grow out be4 I go korea!!!!

oh well gonna go shopping in another 3 hours.

Hello dior eyeliner, welcome to my makeup pouch=)

damn u idiot

2009-05-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

No North Korea! U are not allowed to attack South korea! No war ok!!!!

memory deleted

2009-05-27T22:27:00.002+08:00

I deleted my previous entry bout Mr C because the more I read it, the more disgusted I feel because it is too mushy, something I will not usually write. So lucky you who have seen it n too bad for those tat have not haha. But no matter wat, I m moving on.

Anw AARON!!!! U cyber stalker lol U are fast in reading my blog entries!!!!

=)

2009-05-25T23:47:00.001+08:00

I M SO VERY VERY HAPPY FOR HYP!!!! =)

oh btw, chocolate is love aww <3

UPDATE!

2009-05-25T10:34:00.000+08:00

I really did puke out the water later... GROSS...

Colonoscopy Day

2009-05-25T08:27:00.002+08:00

OMG right now as I m typing this, I m drinking 2 litres of laxatives to clear my system for the colonoscopy later n it freaking taste like soap. wierd. Gonna shit later tats y I got to stay at home today. Oh well hope tat all is well with me. ok 1 litre more to go. U can do this cass! (although I feel like puking now)

hide

2009-05-18T00:49:00.004+08:00

Y?! Y is it tat everytime I stop fussing about my weight, someone just have to drop a big bombshell on me n tel me tat I m fat. Seriously y cant u ppl just stop reminding me about tat. Once again, I will plunge into this deep hole n I am afraid tat i wil not snap out of it this time. Y?! Y?! Y?! It's affecting me so much now I cant study. When can I feel accepted? How can I feel better about myself when there are ppl out there telling me tat I m not?

here it goes again...

2009-05-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

I feel disgusted with myself. At such times, I somehow wished tat C would cal... He makes me feel so much better.

aiyoyoyo

2009-05-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

aiya! aiya! feeling damn frustrated now... aiya y cant I log in into my email. Cant study P n C now. no mood. wil start at 10.30 la...mayb.

anyway wil post photos up soon after the buffet on sunday=)

NO!!!!

2009-04-28T22:18:00.001+08:00

WTF. Korea has swine flu suspected case. Ps oh ps dont cancel the trip there. I m looking forward to it so badly!!! I really wanna go =(

the disadv of technology

2009-04-28T16:17:00.002+08:00

I have said this to others before n I wil say it again. I hate it when I m out with u, n u keep smsing like nobody's business. Like hello it simply shows u dont respect me when u are out alone with me so y should I go out with u alone again. I m not referring to those who need to sms urgently because they need to reply to others. I m talking bout those whom from the first moment I c u, u have been msging til the time we go home. N it is not even urgent. It is just purely chatting. WTH la.

???

2009-04-27T19:06:00.003+08:00

I m back again... just got some stuff to write down.... dont bother reading if u dont understand cos I wont explicitly say wat it is or rather wat my problem is. Anw, it should b easy to guess.

Sometimes, I tink I need help. I dont wanna talk to a professional counsellor or wat eva, I just wanna talk about it with my close friends. But it's hard. I dont know where to start. But sometimes, I tink tat I m just like al the other girls who are facing the same issue, it is not a big deal. It is affecting me. It makes me upset n moody. I dont wanna admit I have a problem cos I dont tink it's tat serious. But den again, it can turn into a full-blown one. On some days, it makes me so upset, I dont wanna go out. I dont wanna let ppl c me. But I mean it is not like everyday I m feeling like tat, just once in a blue moon. I dont even know y I wanna write this here. Mayb it is to remind myself tat I have this "issue" n nv let it turn into a serious one, so at least I dont ignore it tinking it doesnt exist. But I so dont wanna admit tat I m so preoccupied with this "issue". U get??? Do I need help???

my all time fav

2009-04-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

HOME-COOKED CURRY CHICKEN WITH POTATOES!!! yum yum yum...

curry is so addictive... one bowl is nv enough
n u know wat is more addictive then curry? the act of drinking curry! lol I love curry gravy so much I can practically drink it like soup. Of course not a big bowl, 1/3 of a small bowl=)

GOSH... i love home-cooked food...

=)

2009-04-25T19:50:00.008+08:00

I love long bus rides to n from the airport in the evening. I like to see the sun set n the colours of the sky. It attracts me. So mesmerising. Especially on an almost empty bus, where there are no idiots blasting music, where I m alone by myself, passing by so many places, looking at the ppl outside the bus, tinking if one day these ppl out there mayb my friends. Fate. Yes, ever wonder if u may have seen ur close friend somewhere be4. U could have brushed past her shoulders at orchard station, a complete stranger then. Interesting.

There are so many things I wanna do after A levels. I wanna go starbucks n read a book, sipping on my ice mocha frappe n looking at the ppl passing by me. I wanna go shopping alone, a me-and-myself only time. I wanna go on overseas trips with my friends. N mayb if I have too much time on my hands, I may wan to try taking long bus rides to nowhere in particular, getting off when I c something interesting like a new mall. I cant do al this now. I dont wanna freak out at the end of the day tinking I could have done something even more productive as in studying, leading to more stress. So, I got to wait til after the big A's. N oh man I cant wait for this whole thing to b over=)

N I so got to include this here.

ADAM LAMBERT IS HOT! So wat if he is gay? He is stil hot!

Please go youtube to hear him sing!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbiHtH3kUpM (If I cant have you)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXGBWQdHsyQ (Mad world)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9-sL0aYii4 (tracks of my tears)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5u4PwAR2Nus ( As long as you are mine)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZSHm4x4TGk (whats going on)

iwantiwantiwant

2009-04-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

OMG!!! Mindy Yiew!!! U GOT GUCCI ENVY ME!!! NOW I REALLY ENVY U LOL!!!

haha alright this msg is for u since i cant find the tagboard at ur blog so i wrote it here.

anw peeps, my blog is so dead. gotta revive it soon lol

status check~in sch

2009-04-23T16:28:00.001+08:00

My chocolate is so cute =) <3!!! haha

oh, n i m so excited! I m gg korea from 9-15 June. yeah! gonna find a cute bf wahahaha...

gosh...

2009-04-21T21:13:00.001+08:00

Today is ben n jerry's free cone day. N I had 2 ice cream cos we queued twice. N tmr is pizzahut day. Faint.

emoing in one corner

2009-04-17T20:14:00.001+08:00

I dont like wat I c in the mirror.

It just looks wide! wide! wide! ARGH!

BLANK

2009-04-12T00:34:00.003+08:00

sigh, I cant exactly put my thoughts down in words here.

Someone ps read my mind.

random but I m craving for pizzahut now. oh gosh.

Bits n pieces

2009-04-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

Aiya was tinking of gg clubbing later but wasnt able to fool mum into believing my excuse to go out AIYA!!! Y?! damn it. I wanna go out, anywhere infact even if it is not to club cos I m feeling troubled n vexed now n i wanna just chill with HYP n talk with her.

anw, mum found out i went clubbing be4. didnt expect her not to blow up at al. Infact, she didnt even mention or scold me. wierd. wasnt wat I expected from her. She wasnt even angry n just bottling it up inside cos she was stil joking with me afterwards. wow amazing.

How now. I dont wanna be cooped up at home. If only, someone could phone me now.
Anw, in times of lonliness, I seek comfort in my taiwan dramas. Gonna go youtubing now.

HELLO!!!

2009-03-31T13:46:00.002+08:00

I am alive n kicking. Just tat i didnt really wanna blog. I got discharged tat day. Was admitted for 3.5 days. N I WILL NV EVER WANNA STAY AT THE HOSPITAL AGAIN!!! (except to give birth la) Had inflammation of the colon. During the march holidays and on the thursday, I had fever which was a symptom of inflammation. My lower abdomen started to hurt like I was in labour for 2 days on friday n saturday. It was on n off n I was seriously pale. Stupid doc tat I went on fri just gave me stomach pain medicine which doesnt help much cos mine was the colon. Anw I endured the pain n went for my family bbq on the sat lol. I die die dont wan to miss the bbq!!! But the pain was getting worse so my mum sent me to the clinic at like 12am,sunday morning, where the doc told my mum tat i had to be warded. So ladaladalada I went tan tock seng. Was on drip. Had blood test. doc put the needle in my hand n I was screaming in the A n E. No kidding, it's scary.

Thx for the many concern msgs n calls n those tat came. It was comforting n the calls tat came from overseas=)) thx!!!

Ok i got buffet tonight at my house. GTG!

disability

2009-03-17T19:42:00.005+08:00

I remembered I once asked HYP: How does it feel like to listen with both ears?

It is something tat comes so naturally to u al. I wanna experience it too.

Should I heed my doctor's advice on just letting things be or should I have tat titanium thing screwed to my skull???? I guess deep down I wanna feel normal too. People dont understand y I have to turn the volume of the tv so loud everytime. Too them, it is so loud but to me, I tink it's normal. It came to a point where I have to just read the subtitles cos I cant hear wat they are saying. N when I keep asking u al to repeat wat u r saying, sometimes I know tat u al get irritated by it n simply just say nvm. I feel like I am missing out on things. It hurts my feelings when u al react tat way. Tat's y sometimes I just smile along even if I dont know wat u al r talking about. I guess it's easier tat way. N dont get me started on how some ppl tink I m arrogant cos I ignored them when the truth is I simply didnt hear them.

I guess I wil only go ahead with the surgery if it hinders my job prospects in the future. For now, I have to bear with it. Damn.

overseas...

2009-03-16T12:33:00.002+08:00

oh how I want to just get away from Singapore n go overseas n take tons of pics of the many different n magnificent architectures in the world. Close friends would know that I enjoy looking at buildings, furnitures n houses. I wanna take a camera n snap al of these places down. N I especially want to go London badly!!!!! I wanna experience the different culture in each country n the scenery over there which is so very different from Singapore. To me, Singapore is a place where I wanna stay because it is safe but there are just not many stuff over here. The grass is always greener on the other side, isnt it? Suddenly, backpacking sounds so cool. But friends of mine wil just brush this dream of mine as unrealistic as they believe I am pampered n wil nv b independent enough to adapt to the lifestyles there. Ok, so wat if I am? Everyone is entitled to having dreams n they usually sound so unattainable so wat's wrong with mine?

Aiya, anw I m so lazy to upload pics here. I will upload them on facebook n put their links here for those who dont have an account.

Band concert 09:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70307&id=564062513&l=ad4fa77ab7

Cherlyn's B'day celebration at K garden n East Coast Park:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=70126&id=564062513&l=baa1b79737

Ping's B'day celebration at powerhouse:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=67160&id=564062513&l=4d6e978d3d

Chinese New Year:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=67147&id=564062513&l=1212e8dd8e

City Alive 09:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=63406&id=564062513&l=c61321d4d2

the big A's...

2009-03-07T13:15:00.002+08:00

Congrats to all who did well! especially 07s02 peeps! I m so proud of u al=) Tears of joy were shed. I teared too. I dont know y too but I was really so happy for them.

I cant imagine how I will react next year when I get my results. I know I will confirm cry but just not sure if it is because I am happy/sad/disappointed/shock. I sure hope it is tears of joy. I stared hard at eric's result of 5A's n I told them tat wil be my result next year lol...

rant

2009-03-03T19:38:00.004+08:00

woolala~ have been so busy lately n lazy to update. Oh well and as I am typing this, I m trying to figure out nitrogen compounds n amides n tons more. Studying is killing me n my eyebags will be so terrible over the next few days. My eyebags are like the hard-boiled eggs I just had which went up to my eyes instead of my stomach. It's like a cycle. When u see me on monday there wont b any but by friday it will swell up n darkened like I just got boxed or something.

~I must have woken up from the wrong side of the bed tat day, cos I realised tat I dont feel anything towards him already. Well, he's just an eyecandy now~

B00! I m getting back to organic chem now. Ms chem ps treat me better will ya?!

i feel like shit...

2009-02-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

down with flu, fever and sore throat. damn it. I feel crap n down n moody n watever.

Buy me dunkin' donuts or ben n jerry's cookie n cream ice-cream or crabtree n evelyn biscuits to cheer me up...

i m living in self-denial... I know it's time i let go but I cant seem to do it. Nth will come out of this.

misses

2009-02-17T22:24:00.002+08:00

I miss felissa lim :( I wanna chill with u badly n talk cock at vivo rooftop, sipping on starbucks coffee...

n I m so gonna miss cher when she goes over to china...oh well it's only 6 months but it just feels weird when she is not around in singapore...like suddenly she is so far away from me...

2009-02-10T12:43:00.001+08:00

anw, major photo post coming up, like when I m free.

pathetic

2009-02-10T12:35:00.004+08:00

I feel fucking stupid.
I am lagging 2 chapters behind while everyone has moved on to learning new stuff.
I cant seem to have enough sleep since begining of this year.
My eyebags n dark eye circles really look like shit.
I cant stand the stomach pains I have which has now become so frequent.
I dont seem to have enough time.
I dont tink I can do well for the upcoming exams.

WTH IS HAPPENING TO ME?!

interesting

2009-01-28T22:25:00.002+08:00

wow, n finally I gave in to peer pressure n got myself a facebook account. I was amazed! Cos there were already friend requests waiting for me when I just signed in lol.

Anw, congrats to my bro, Kenny Jonathan Yaw!!! He is the captain of his sch's soccer team as well as president of ELDDS ( English Literature Drama Debate Society) =) Rock on, dude. I m so proud of u!

tons of photos to update

2009-01-24T23:15:00.027+08:00

Some more pics taken on 23dec at the airport=)

24 dec 2008

So this christmas, I spent my time at Ochard Park Suite with my loved ones=) It is a service apartment behind wisma. We booked a total of 5 apartments there, with me n my girls occupying one. Our apartment has 2 bedrooms, kitchen n a living room. There were lots of food, like really really alot n I was so stuffed. Oh man n I got drunk cos there were 14 bottles of wine ok! N I dont really drink actually but cherlyn n ping kept making me drink. My face, chest n back were so red n I couldnt even walk in a straight line. Yeah, n when the clock struck midnight, we went around wishing everybody merry christmas like the ppl at the lobby, the staff n those foreigners there. We were really high LOL. Anw, I really had a great time with u girls n I really look forward to the next christmas =)

I was getting drunk already

N when we are high, we do crazy stuff like taking photos in the bathtub n undressing ourselves haha

My boobs are shrinking n I tot the shower head could somehow help me beat yaping

N they totally started "raping" me on bed. N they didnt even close the curtains ok. Lots of scandalous photos which I will of course not show la.

Bea came later in the night cos she was working.

Thats my cousin=)

unglam!

BEATRICE=)

At 3 am, we send Bea off to take cab. N me n ping were dressed in our house tees n FBTs with wet hair cos we just bathed. N Orchard was still very crowded ok. There were lots of ppl at the bus stop looking at us so we quickly rushed back after ensuring bea's safety.

Bedtime! They are mad. I m so tired n they still wan to take photos at 4am!

25 december 2008

Woke up at 9am to send ping off for work.

I m so tired. Y wont they just leave me alone LOL

After tat had breakfast with cher n I send her off to. My family stil has another apartment which we wil only check out the next day. So ate abit n I slept from 3pm to 7pm after which I woke up n had leftover food from yesterday's buffet. N the rest of my family went to newton to eat. I was just too lazy. Went cine with my bro n we caught bedtime stories at 1am. It was really really cold when we walked back cos there werent much ppl already. Washed up n went to slp.

At cine toilet

26 December 2008

Not really much. Cleaned up the place n we checked out. Went over to wisma where we ate at imperial treasure. It was really really nice especially my fav xiao long baos=) Went home n I slept til the next day, skipping my dinner n breafast. It was only 24 hours later tat I ate n u know wat, I slimmed down 1 kg LOL I tot I wil put on thou.

30 December 2008

Met up with the ppl from 07s02 n we went yangyi house for potluck. OMG!!!! there were like so much food!!!! We had 30 hotdogs, 40 cuttlefishballs, 40 fishballs, 40 nuggets, 2 pizzas, curry, fried rice, potato pie, extra side dish from pizzahut, 2 boxes of sandwiches, 2 cakes, 4 big plastics bags of tidbits n lots of corn LOL just for 12 of us!!!!!!
Had a great time bonding with them n watching little nonya haha=)

31 December 2008

Had a mini celebration at home which was full of spagetthi, cheesecakes, samosa, popiah, hotdogs, wine n I cant remember wat else la but its just lots of food again haha. Last min asked ping to come cos we didnt wanna go club n since she stay so near me, might as well ask her come too=) As usual, I was so stuffed again n ping just kept gambling with my family members. She didnt wanna leave ok! I kept asking her to go home la cos I m staying over at her place n finally at 1 plus, she decided she has won enough n can finally go. Was able to slp peacefully there as usually when I slp with her, I will really get tortured by her lol.

1 January 2008

The first person whom I saw on the morning of 1 jan was HYP!!! Well, it wasnt a pretty sight haha cos she was snoring n drooling hahaha woke up n had breakfast n I helped ping vacuum the floor. After which I left cos my family will be gg to this really cool restaurant for dinner. It was really really nice. I like the food n atmosphere there=)

Random stuff:

Tats my mum preparing this kinda popiah-thing-where-we-put-porkfloss-instead-of-hebi

which we do every year=)

But this year's batch wasnt tat fantastic cos there was one batch which was overcooked inside n turned black n of course we wont serve tat to our guest. Den another batch was tasteless cos we didnt have enough pork floss n last min we went mei zhen xiang to buy. But overall it was ok la=)

I was out with my class girls tat day n we went fareast to shop n of course, I bought the most stuff LOL. Finally decided to go cut my hair after 1 year plus haha but my friends cant see the diff-.- I cut 2 inches ok!!!!

Some random day where I got so bored in class I decided to camwhore.

My family preparing niong hiang(?) for new year=)

Tat kinda sums up my entry n the post on CNY wil be full of photos haha.

fuckers

2009-01-23T14:54:00.007+08:00

yeah n this entry is dedicated to some fuckers in my class. feel very honoured man. If u do read this, gd for u. Learn something from this entry n seriously grow up. If u dont, i dont give a damn shit actually. Why m I writing this here n acting like a coward, hiding behind the computer instead of telling u al off straight in the face? The reason is simple. I dont give a shit anymore. I dont wanna waste my breath n shorten my lifespan telling u al to do this do tat. Fuck. If u have any problems watsoever with wat I m gg to say, come n confront me. I dont care cos I wil gladly reason out with u al. N believe me u wil lose. Dont tink tat I m nice n take advantage. If I have to lash out at u be4 u understand me, I seriously wil.

yes, n this group of fuckers are those ppl in my class tat seriously DO NOT EVEN TRY TO OFFER TO HELP THE CLASS WITH CLASS EVENTS. Take the cny competition just now as an example. Fuck, u ppl didnt even try to help ok. It's mostly the girls n some of the guys tat are decorating the classroom. U al started playing bridge the minute u al stepped into the classroom. It's not just 1 or 2 ppl. It's a freaking big group of u. I m not saying u cant play but at least help with the preparations first alright. I was so fucking pissed when I saw cheryl struggling when she was stacking up the chairs. Cos u know wat. U al didnt even help. N hello she is a girl n she is trying to stack the chairs n al u al do, is play ur cards. Cal urself a man! U ought to be ashamed of urself. A wimp! yes tats wat u al r. I m sick of asking u al to help out cos u al dont. N u kinda reckon tat there wil b other ppl in the class helping so u can just shake ur legs n not be bothered with everything. Seriously, arent u al selfish! What are u?! Some pampered kids who stil think tat they are at home?! Grow up, fuckers! Know tat the world doesnt revolve around u! Trying to take advantage of us har? This is not an isolated incident. What about the celebration last year where we have to dress ms ong up. The same few of us were slogging our guts out trying to tink of designs n where were u al? Roaming around the cafe eating. Seriously, big shot arent u? Grow up immatures! Why do we have to do the dirty work for u! N when we won first prize, u al seriously have the cheek to eat the prize? Come on, many of u wil say just forget it la, afterall u al r stil classmates for this year. But I feel tat if I stil dont speak up, they wil just take advantage of us.

N U! yes u! MYONG WEON! Just some background story: We went to visit one of our ex-teacher in sengkang sec who is currently the VP now cos we made a crystal plaque for him. Ate awhile n we walked around. Realised tat the teachers were having some celebrations in the hall. We suddenly came up with this idea of presenting the plaque to him on stage. Tat will b kinda meaningful right. Besides, we werent interrupting them cos they have no events on the stage anymore n are eating. N we asked permission. Before tat, we already asked everybody n there were no objections. Suddenly when we were half way into the preparations cos we already spoke to the mc about it, MW made a big hoo-haa. I wont say I disagree with his point cos he said it wasnt very nice to do this cos this isnt really our sch, n seriously tats wat I was tinking too. But I was just pissed with the way he reacted. Like hello we were already half-way thru den u brought this up. Shouldnt u have brought this up be4 when we were discussing. U said u didnt really know our plans. I can forgive u bout the objection but since we are already half way thru, cant we just continue with it. It wil b so wierd if we suddenly leave the hall right cos the teachers have already noticed us. At least they know we are doing something instead of just walking in n den out like we own this sch n interrupting them. ok al this is peanuts. What I was pissed was the way he reacted like he kept saying fuck why do we have to do this, fuck this fuck tat. Cant he realise tat everyone was looking at us n he was quite loud. My point is we went there as students of SAJC so we have a certain image to portay. U wont want the ppl there to think tat SA is some ah beng ah lian sch right who starts sprouting vulgarities. This isnt the right image to portray. I was just angry with the way he reacted. N I swear tat I would seriously have flared up at him had I not been in another sch n also I do not wan mr mannan to hear us arguing cos this was something he should b happy about. yeah n mw also belongs to the fuckers group tat wont help.

Tats wat I have to say n seriously if u al tink I fabricate this up, n u r not wat I say. Just come n reason out with me cos I seriously had enough of u al. How nice to have such classmates har?!

Dont get me wrong, majority of my classmates r nice ppl n it is just a few of them who r the black sheeps.

HELLO

2009-01-21T11:58:00.001+08:00

YOYOYO!! I m in the library now with mindy.

My blog is an emo blog! isnt it?

boo....

2009-01-18T13:42:00.002+08:00

I m upset n cant study cos the 3 clothes I wanted to buy online, only 1 is available(which I ordered already), the rest is sold out=( n it's affecting me making me not want to study. U see if I had bought the 3 clothings, I would feel so happy n study since I m in a gd mood but now, roar me, if there is a backorder, I have to fight with others to buy those clothes first. It's like a woman's battle which I die die must win LOL.

Anw I already have 6 sets of clothings which I can wear for CNY even though it's like only 2 days haha. As aaron says, I tink I m a bride tats y i need to get so many sets. Go 1 place, change 1 set LOL.

Anw, announcement to al, I surely wil flunk my exams.

i wanna rot at home n not do anything!!!

2009-01-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

AH!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!!!! I m so very very screwed for exams. I cant study. Nth is gg in. Mayb I should attempt aaron's method of just staring at the notes til the last min. At least, I can physco myself tat I have tried my best til the last min. lol. Argh. I told my mum to be prepared for 4U's. ok, I wil take this as a wakeup call. There is stil plenty of chances to improve my grade as there are 6 others exams other than the stupid A levels. Like total wth cos apart from al these shit, there is stil class tests. First week of sch of the new year n its the exams, wat more of sch life can I expect from the rest of the year except mugging. Stupid!!! I totally didnt know tat there were exams for other subjects until the weekend before sch reopens. I only knew tat there was math. BOOOO!!!

The point is I wanna work hard but without the stress of exams. Like there is only the whole big A's thing to sit for n I can slowly digest everyday instead of rushing thru my work cos exams are like the next day. I wanna be better prepared n given more time. ok, this actually doesnt make sense cos exams are there to prepare u better for the A's but at least y cant it b next mth! I promise to score well instead of this week. boo!!! I m so tired but I tink i m off to study math now, was supposed to start at 6 but end up reading cleo and woman's weekly.

alright, I really wanna get tat 3 A's for A levels especially my math so I shall work very hard. 10 more months to go which seems so near now. I wanna study everyday n feel prepared n understand wat is gg on.

Anyway, I have lots of pics to upload but not now, at least til the exams are over which is next tuesday.

oh yeah, I wil b gg sch every sat to study as there are too many distractions at home. I really wanna do well so I cant really go out so often already. ok 10 months! Fellow Saints, Lets work hard!

HAHA

2009-01-05T15:19:00.003+08:00

This random guy on friendster msg-ed me this: Hello, nice to meet u. Add me in msn. Mayb I m ur fated person!

WTH hahahahahahaha totally LAUGHED MY ASS OUT so bad hahahahahaha

let's go shopping!

2009-01-02T12:11:00.002+08:00

I m gg out to shop now=) N I m so excited cos its SHOPPING TIME!!!

Anw I wil b back to blog soon. I got so much stuff to blog about cos there have been so many parties gg on n I have been gg out like almost everyday.

BB!

More pics intensive =)

2008-12-28T01:15:00.008+08:00

Church camp

Had church camp during the dec holidays at Singapore sports sch. 4D3N but I only went for the first 2 days n I didnt even stay over cos my mum dont wan me to stay. The dorm is totally cooln it feels so homely like some HDB block LOL.

The room

Joana, liu di n me

Went home n slept immediately as I was too tired. Second day was cool. We had this theme where all of us have to dress up as if we were kids again. So tiffany tied my hair into 2 ponytails. Turned out, we were like so underdress haha. We also had to wear mask n mine was spiderman!!!

Cool right!

The battle begins!!

liu di's cute buns

I feel tat I looked as if I was only 5 haha. Anw the second day during lunch, we had subway!!!! How cool is tat right! I mean like how many camps wil cater food from subway! It was damn nice ok!!!

Outing with my gals

Met my gals tat day at PS n we went to watch yes man! It was so freaky funny ok!! Go watch it!

Met Wx another day too n we went dhoby exchange to eat. Den we went to vivo to window shop n just chatted. It was nice meeting up with u=)

I love to seat at vivo rooftop n talk n look at wat ppl around me r doing. Vivo rooftop is really a nice place to chat ok=)

Christmas outing with wx n cher on 23

Met the 2 of them n we went T1 to eat popeye!!! I love popeye ok! It is damn nice lol. It is also cher's first time eating=) After tat we went T3 to walk around n took pics den we hurried home as we wanted to watch little nonya lol

Skytrain

Prom pics part 1

2008-12-28T00:21:00.008+08:00

Wow, guess wat? I finally took the time to update prom pics lol. I uploaded most of it cos some are stil with elaine. So enjoy it=)

At huiming's house

End product

With the councillors

Desmond

Tiffany

My lovely jue ying

In fullertion's toilet

Zemin!!!!

class rep: Issac

We call him: ah yang

My OG mates from 1st intake 2007!!!

angel, elaine n me

Faris n Joel EEEEEE!!!

Yuwei, the cheerleader

Angel n me in the toilet

Me n Marcus

Dinner mates (some)

Vishnu!!!

He is so tall!!!

idiotic me

Class gals

07s02

Ok, we were supposed to go Arena for post prom party but one of my classmates forgot to bring her ic n ez-link, so we ended up in some pub. They drank abit den we to liang court where there is a partyworld n we sang til morning 6. hahaha there was hardly a soul in sight when we went home as al the clubs n pubs has closed. So yeah I had a really enjoyable night with my frens=)

SOLLI-LA

2008-12-23T13:29:00.002+08:00

LOL for those who dont understand my entry title , it means sorry. haha Ok i wil try to post pics today but if i really cant (becos some pics are stil not with me) i wil post it after christmas as I wont be home til 26 dec. I wil b spending christmas at orchard park suite lalalalala~

my lucky family lol

2008-12-21T22:30:00.002+08:00

wow, tat day my cousin struck jackpot ($57 000), then my grandma struck toto ($18 000) n NOW my cousin-in-law ( xiao pang's mum) struck first prize in 4d ($10 000)!!! Arent we lucky lol.

Anw I promise latest by 23, I wil update pics on prom, my outing with my girls n church camp=) This is requested by my dear cher=))

I m in lala~land

2008-12-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

ok, peeps. I m so sorry for not uploading prom pics cos I just dont have the mood lol. Wil do so soon la hahaha. Anw, today's agenda is not bout the pics but my granny. HOLLY MOLLY!!! MY GRANDMA STRUCK TOTO!!!! haha. Originally we tot she struck $254 000 but after double checking online, there were 14 ppl who struck the same few numbers as her so it is split by 14 ppl. So my granny wil get around $18 000+++ lol ok la stil money right n the most imp thing is she confirm give me money lol!!! alright, I m like such an unfillial girl but it is just so hard to resist money. lol.. Damn why so many ppl struck! My granny was like telling my mum secretly tat she wil give me n my bro $40 000 each for Uni. See, my granny is so nice. She loves me =)

Meeting my gals tmr: bea, cher and ping. I m so excited!!! haven had a 4 person outing for such a long time.

Dedications=)

2008-12-16T00:44:00.001+08:00

Thank you CHANG WEN XIA and FELISSA LIM =) I LOVE YOU TWO!!!!

Hear my stomach roar!

2008-12-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

What the curryfish man! I only slept at 5 plus last night n i woke up at 8 plus this morning. 3 hours of sleep n i m off to church camp... boo! Reason: I was so hungry I couldnt sleep n I just dont have the habit to wake up n make something to eat. So the whole night I end up thinking bout lots of food n even more cant slp. Anw i m so tired I m off to bed. My mum doesnt want me to stay over so I just got back just now n waking at 8 tmr to go. Not gg on monday as I m off with my mama n bro to shop for sch bags n shoes yeah! Oh anw, my church camp was awesome cos it is held at the singapore sports sch n i get to see lots of hot bodies at the pool. Their dorm was also super cool n I wil upload pics once I get enough of my beauty slp. Sorry for not uploading prom pics yet but I wil soon cos I have not received from some ppl yet. Ok *yawns* NIGHT!

Rojak...

2008-12-12T19:31:00.003+08:00

I realised tat i cant have too much money on me at one time, cos if I have it, I wil tend to spend on unnecessary stuff. I remembered tat i got $600 plus for my birthday and I spend everything in just 1month plus. I spend most of my money on cabs,food and movies. I could have bought so much clothes with tat money. Crap...

Recently alot of my family members have been giving me money for various reasons and I promise to only spend it on buying stuff tat I want n no more cabs!

Anw last week alone I watched 3 movies: Quarantine, Bolt and wild child. Bolt was only ok, wild child was awesome and quarantine was freaking shitty scary but it doesnt have a gd ending. yeah anw I wanna watch these other movies:angus thongs n perfect snogging, bedtime stories, twilight and hotels for dogs...ok I m off to eat mac muahahahahaha...

phew!

2008-12-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

oh man!!! I almost died! was at my grandma house n she stays at the eighth floor. The kitchen window was totally open n i accidentally slipped on the cloth in the kitchen. I fell forwards n half my body was sticking out of the window!!!! WTH!!!! I cant imagine dying in this manner. Freako chicken macnuggets bloody shit!

Pics part 1

2008-12-02T23:43:00.015+08:00

Class chalet 07s02 (19-20 Nov)

Was suppose to have class chalet with 07s02 til 21 nov. But tat day, I received a call from cat saying tat i also have a class chalet with 08s05 PAE from 19-21. Lucky their bbq was on 20 n 07s02's bbq was on 19. XY forgot to tel me bout the chalet lol. anw here are the pics =)

Lol they used their prelim papers

The very cute charcoal. Al the charcoals were like tat pillow-shaped.

Pasir Ris park

We went to play pool.

Wow i was so tired la. I only slept for 2 hours at 9am. Anw bad boys 2 was cool shit and we watched resident evil lol. The chalet we stayed at was very far from downtown east. Furthermore our chalet was the last chalet at the end so when we walked there and back I was dying. Saw Gabriel at downtown east and we chatted. oh man i miss him so much.

Class Chalet 08s05 20 Nov

I didnt really take pictures with them as I was falling sick. Bad sore throat thus I didnt eat any of the bbq food. Upon reaching there, I slept on the bed. I was so tired. oh anyway haha I saw Gabriel again. He stayed the same block as me and only a few doors down. But I was too tired to talk more, so I only said hi. Asked my uncle to fetch me back as I was too sick and tired. It doesnt help tat I m gg cruise tmr and has to wake up early to pack. Imagine if I stayed til morning and I dont sleep, I have to rush back n den to cruise lol madness.

Cruise with my family 21 nov-23 nov

So this weekend I spend my time at star cruise virgo. I ate n ate n ate cos there are like 4 meals n I ate buffet so many times. Spend most of my time at the arcade n there was also a performance by lin you jia (taiwan singer) and I watched love guru. Anyway, my cousin-in-law striked jackpot!!! $57 400!!!! N everytime I go into the casino to find my mum, the sercurity guard keeps checking my card without fail. I m 18 ok!!!

The ceiling of the reception hall

my ah ma n aunt

This place is called the lido.

Sindhu's farewell on 24-25 nov

Met 07s02 gals on monday night n I didnt sleep a wink. Ate popeye and we slacked at delifrance and played uno and I even did manicure for yijun lol. Haha had fun chatting with them.

Uno kakis

This woman is crazy lol. She brought her blanket.

She sleeps anywhere

Oh man. I will miss this gal so much. Such a nice PW mate n classmate. N I wont be seeing her again cos she wont be back, not even to take her results =( My smart fren here is the top female student who can be on par with Arvin ok. Sindhu, I seriously miss u.

Oh man I feel so upset =( Most of the scholars in my class are leaving already n I wont be seeing them perhaps for many of them, not anymore. I feel so attach to them. Knowing them for 2 years n I wont be seeing them again. Indian scholars are gg US whereas the china scholars are gg back to beijing Uni. I really love this class cos there are no cliques n u can b just so comfortable with everyone of them. BOO!!!! I will miss u ppl. Take care wherever u go n I hope tat somewhere in the future I wil bump into them again. I hate to part with ppl but this is al part of growing up. Ppl wil come n go. ok, at least I can boast to my friends next time when I see my classmates appear in magazines like The Economist n say I knew him/her. haha

anw pics part 2 which contains all the prom pics will be uploaded once I get from everyone=)

pictures speak a thousand words..

2008-12-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

STAY TUNED!!! MAJOR PICTURE UPDATES COMING SOON!!!