sad...very very

I feel sad, very very sad... u could say I feel lonely. I tot I had lots of frens in sch, no denying i do have many gd frens, but when it comes to 1 whom I really want to turn to in sch, to talk to, to go out with, to just chat on the phone with, I just dont know who to approach. Everyone's too caught up with their problems n their cca n i dont really want to bother them. I feel so extra, so out, whenever we r in a group, I just feel I some how dont belong there. There's this empty vacuum in me. N I dont know why I m feeling this way. I feel scared... so so scared...what if one day I lose al my friends... what if one day no one starts to care bout me... or wat if one day no one bothers bout my existence anymore... How scary can tat be. I have been wanting to pen this down for a long long time but I m scared to face it. I dont want to think tat I m not accepted... Do u get it?