unhappy =(

I m not exactly in a very good mood now n i dont know why. Mayb i m PMS-ing Argh!!! There is so much i wan to rant about but I dont know where to start. Ok, mayb I should start this slowly.

1) I cant help but get so worried about my future. I dont know where it is leading at the rate I m gg. I wanna study. I really do. But i just cant stop procrastinating and with al the distractions at home. WHY M I SO LAZY???!!! Roar! A's has been tough i heard n i m worried but i m stil not doing anything! I have a dream n i wanna fulfill it. I wanna be able to study at NUS and graduate with an honours n probably work for 2 or 3 years before gg to UK to study at a prestigous uni which i should not revealed (trust me u will laugh!). Roar! Will this come true?

2) I m in one of those crazy mood again where I wish someone can b here for me to lean on because even friends cant b there 24/7. N i kinda wished tat the someone could be you. Foolish? N i know it wouldnt happen but i just cant help it. I wouldnt say i stil like u. Ok, mayb a tinny winny bit. I dont know =(

3) There is something tat has been on my mind for a while. I m stil trying to get used to it but mayb this isnt wat is suited for me...