I remembered I once asked HYP: How does it feel like to listen with both ears?
It is something tat comes so naturally to u al. I wanna experience it too.
Should I heed my doctor's advice on just letting things be or should I have tat titanium thing screwed to my skull???? I guess deep down I wanna feel normal too. People dont understand y I have to turn the volume of the tv so loud everytime. Too them, it is so loud but to me, I tink it's normal. It came to a point where I have to just read the subtitles cos I cant hear wat they are saying. N when I keep asking u al to repeat wat u r saying, sometimes I know tat u al get irritated by it n simply just say nvm. I feel like I am missing out on things. It hurts my feelings when u al react tat way. Tat's y sometimes I just smile along even if I dont know wat u al r talking about. I guess it's easier tat way. N dont get me started on how some ppl tink I m arrogant cos I ignored them when the truth is I simply didnt hear them.
I guess I wil only go ahead with the surgery if it hinders my job prospects in the future. For now, I have to bear with it. Damn.
2 comments:
Babe, u r perfectly fine. cse there are ppl worst out there(both totally).Well steph also has the same case,u rmb.. and we never shun u aside or let u miss out certain cues, though there are sometimes, but we feel ok to repeat and u dun have to feel left out and such =)
I understand how u feel, and we cant say much cse we r not u, but only to let u noe tt we r always here and we'll hang along fine for all of us. Im sure. =)
OH ya and its nice of u to put the link here, cse i dun have facebook! lol.
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