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I m back again... just got some stuff to write down.... dont bother reading if u dont understand cos I wont explicitly say wat it is or rather wat my problem is. Anw, it should b easy to guess.

Sometimes, I tink I need help. I dont wanna talk to a professional counsellor or wat eva, I just wanna talk about it with my close friends. But it's hard. I dont know where to start. But sometimes, I tink tat I m just like al the other girls who are facing the same issue, it is not a big deal. It is affecting me. It makes me upset n moody. I dont wanna admit I have a problem cos I dont tink it's tat serious. But den again, it can turn into a full-blown one. On some days, it makes me so upset, I dont wanna go out. I dont wanna let ppl c me. But I mean it is not like everyday I m feeling like tat, just once in a blue moon. I dont even know y I wanna write this here. Mayb it is to remind myself tat I have this "issue" n nv let it turn into a serious one, so at least I dont ignore it tinking it doesnt exist. But I so dont wanna admit tat I m so preoccupied with this "issue". U get??? Do I need help???