A battle

Officially I feel emotionally fucked up. I shall drive al this emotional burden to studying. Study n stop tinking bout it. I feel vulnerable. It's like C controls how I feel. How can this be? I hate to be like this. Its so hard. How? How? How? My inner demons are killing me. I tink afteral its just so hard to accept the cold hard truth. Slapped across my face. A hit to my already weary soul. I m tired...