Well, not exactly in the best of mood now. I needed a place to pen down al my frustrations. Been feeling pretty down since tat day. I thought I numbed myself already so tat I m immune when I face such situation but it seems tat no, I was stil affected. Since tat day, I have been cooping myself at home. I didnt wanna go out. But no matter wat I do, I just kept tinking of it.
Gosh, I tink I sound stupid. It actually......hurts.
They say u feel happier n u forget unhappy stuff when u drink alcohol. I thought I would b but when I saw what I saw, I became more awake den ever. The problem is stil there. oh how I wish there is a permanent solution to my problem.
It seems tat I stil cannot escape from that fact.
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